It finally came.

Wow. I'm speechless and my mind is blank. It's done. I dropped him off at the airport this morning and he's gone. This day finally came. I knew it would, but just kept putting it off in my mind. He's really gone. I'm alone. I'm all alone in this city. This city that I know nothing about. I got so used to him being here. So used to him pushing every button I have just because he could. Now what do I do? This tiny 600 sq. ft. apartment seems so big. So big and empty even though it's full of stuff. I want a normal life again.