Everything I thought I'd do while he was gone..

Hasn't really happened yet. Granted, it's only been a month, but I had this fantasy of going to the gym everyday and eating right. Did that happen? Hell no it didn't. I've only been to the gym once and have been eating like crap. Part of me really wants to go to base and sign up for some classes and work out there, but I hate working out with a lot of people around. Though, the gym (if you can call it that) here at the apartment is tiny. So, I've really thought about joining Weight Watchers.

I think I can convince myself to get up and get to the gym everyday, at least just to do cardio, but it's really hard for me to know what's good and what's bad and how much to eat of what. So I think right now the point system would really help me. The only thing is it's $40 a month for the unlimited pass. It includes unlimited meetings and etools. It's hard for me to do it though because thats a lot of money to me. Hmm. I just don't know.