One day down 100+ to go

Well, today definitely is a little better. It still sucks and I don't think it will set in until he actually gets there. I went over to some friends house last night which was nice to get out of the house. Today I'm going over and baking with one of the other wives in his shop. I still just feel.. down. Like I'm lost. I don't really feel like I know what I'm suppose to do yet. Now off to tmobile to 'freeze' his phone.