Enlisting..

That is what is on my mind right now. I think about it all the time. I was suppose to ship out right after high school. I took the ASVAB, got my job and all I had to do was go to MEPs, sign the official paperwork and leave. What happened? A stupid boy. Ha! Not my husband. The guy I 'dated' in my last couple months of HS and then for a couple months after. He was in the Air Force and deployed and he hated it. I became in lust and out went the idea of shipping out. Though, the idea is still lingering around.. all the time. Yes we're aware we could be stationed at different places, but honestly we're not too worried. Should we be? Probably. I have yet to meet with a recruiter again and take my ASVAB all over again. Partly because I'm scared I'm going to do horrible on my ASVAB and I also have to lose 20 lbs to be at their maximum for my height, so basically 25 to be comfortable. Because all us women know one day we can be 4 lbs heavier than the day we were before.. or even hours before. I guess I better get to working out harder!!